~My Dark Chocolate House~

S - SEXY

I - INTELLIGENT

N - NAUGHTY

C - CARING

E - ELEGANT

R - RESPONSIBLE

E - ELITE

Hardly get times to update my blog, unless feeling really not good.. come here to throw out something. hmmm… =P

Just uploaded some photos of my internship at Zenxin Agri-Organic S/B, left 17 days of such practical life.. feel like don’t wan to leave.. haha.. boss should feel happy when hear this but i think UPM miss me d.. got to prepare myself going back to the place where i miss so much too..

to veevian, I’m sorry cant give you back "white chocolate"(my nick in UPM), i know I’m much more different from appearance.. but i never feel regret of such decision(go to the farm).  haha, i know how much i learned fr my boss and supervisor, never to forget those Indonesians workers that help me that much..  thanks a lot..

soon i will update my blog again(if really that free la).. wait for my blog discussing on organic farming… I am busy but contented.. thanks god, mum and sis, worrying about me..  trust me as i trust myself

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

For the morning sun and all it’s glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my heart with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s your’s and it’s mine
Like the sun   ooh
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s your’s and it’s mine
Like the sun   ooh
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one else above you
Take away all my sadness
You fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

Take away all my sadness
You fill my heart with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

Take away all my sadness
You fill my heart with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

转眼 一学期匆匆过

眨眼 一学年到尽头

时间 不等人的朋友

时光飞逝，其实撇开实际理论，科学的证据，地球绕太阳公转自传，我宁愿承认时间只是一种概念：当你忙到天昏地暗，总是忙不完手上的工作时，你会发现一天24小时似乎只是十二小时罢了，当你在等待发薪的日子，考试结束的那一天，似乎等待总让你感觉度日如年。

人，永远都喜欢美好的事物，想把美好留下，却假装把不完美的那部分从记忆库里删除，很多人忘了缺陷美的部分。。

或许，你会告诉我time management, task management, 之类的theory教我如何解决时间不够用的难题，但是人性and human behavior, 应该才是最难的部分，你无法改变一个人，甚至令她转变都很难。

在我的规划里，到手的事虽不能早在八百年前就给它干完，但也不至于被耽搁延期，总的来说还算准时。只是往往都因为想要更好，而加剧了自己本身的工作范围，或许摩羯座的我对工作及功课的态度就是那么铁定的坚持， 累！

犒赏自己都是一杯好咖啡，一本好书，一餐好食，或一部好电影。好久没给自己买书了， 我的书架上还有好几本没看完的书。。 李嘉诚，诗情杰语， 等一个人的咖啡，三十六计，天啊。。不写了。。。看书。。看书。。。 不行，温习功课，温习功课， 考试啊！

“知我者谓我心忧，不知我者谓我何求。”

Theft often refer to those who stealing something.. i think i’m not juz a coffee theft in Veevian and family’s house. I even steal warm and caring from them. They are living under one roof, 7 of them excluding me, all are my course mates. But what needs to be stress here is, they allowed me to visit them so often, sometimes for assignment, report, presentation, or juz because my house’s internet connection got problem this week.

I’m quite busy this week, but still needs to say something here, when i felt i should do so. Can’t wait anymore.. this is appreciation.

to: Veevian, ZP, Ann… thx for the F&B u all give, sharing of bed & washroom and also some of my bullshit idea..

to: wanfoo, james, waikit, enghong… 3 gals already a pasar, but u all voice out less for my arrival, haha… thanks

they are my course mates, yet like my sisters and brothers.

fr: charlotte.

"如果心碎是一条路，我沿途种下遗忘的树，我在这条路上一直哭，一直哭，用眼泪灌溉遗忘的树，停止嫉妒，停止一切报复，遍体鳞伤后，才学会宽恕…" 某人send给我的。

我没有嫉妒，只是羡慕。

我没有报复，只是祝福。

我遍体鳞伤，学会宽恕。

改别人的东西很不好，哈哈。。。 无聊的时候只能这样。

本来肠胃就不好的我，饮食也没什么照顾，消化系统随着年龄的增长日益退化，没想到这一次的不注意，搞到肠胃发炎，还被送到emergency department。这一次我被自己吓死了…

肚子痛的感觉很烂，十分钟就一次，简直要我的命，我还以为自己每次都能压抑自己任何的病痛，固执的想用意志力阻止一切，至少平时的小感冒我都没去看医生。这次我投降了，因为感觉很无助，身边的人只能看着我痛，救不了我。等着医生过来，我很乖的躺下给他check up，好像他是我的神，救世主。我一直是个无神论者，所以当时的我并没有向谁祷告，或许就因为这样，只能默默忍受这样的痛。

我家人，了解我的人都知道，我是不吃任何有paracetamol (a common drug used to reduce pain and fever)成份及antibiotic之类的药物的。我的医学知识非常有限，对于这个我却超级坚持，逼不得已要看医生，我都会要求医生不开这两种药。其是我一直没什么大病，只是这一次还是被自己吓到了…轻微食物中毒，竟然痛成这样。

躺在床上休息，才知道休息很重要，肠子不听使唤，才知道饮食很需要被注意。这几年来我餐餐吃得不多，只是偶尔吃吃巧克力，却容易发胖，新陈代谢 减缓了；我很少吃辣，因为上大学过后都吃外面煮的，所以我的饮食健康应该只有D级。经过这一次，我想我会更注意了，良好的饮食习惯才能让我与我的身体正常运作，我一直坚信，只是现在是时候真正的去apply了。

这里，要对博大回馈第十二届小学生生活营的筹委们说声抱歉，无法参与还给你们添麻烦了，没有办法亲自完成我的那部分，深感遗憾。

还有陪我从考场痛到回宿舍的sukteng，帮我收拾东西搬家的kc，幸婷，jacky。

Kc，最辛苦就是你了，从找屋子到搬家，还好有你，把我送到阿姨那里的一路上，我都在忍着不要吐，结果还是在PJ Hilton的红灯吐了出来，还好是红灯，不然你就要洗车了。谢谢哦！

我要活得更健康。

在酒吧只点牛奶的牛仔，

玩玩具洗泡泡浴？

哈哈。。 妙！

"Okoranaide yo! 怒らないでよ!"..

i noticed something happened, hopefully it is not… what i think… T_T""

it was pure coincidence…..

Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give her everything
Flowers, presents,
But most of all, a wedding ring